Amanita Lloydii

People ask what amanitas are like. First, it isn't about getting high. People seeking it with that state of mind tend to go away disappointed or worse. It is a sacred thing. A blessed sacrament. And much more. But like all of these kinds of things, maybe not for everyone.

Every time is unique.  But some things are there every time. The first thing that happens is that it kills anxiety and fear.  That's why its good with psilocybin. For me all my dilemmas seem to be shown with a clear, easy, obvious solution.  They make you feel strong. A vibration of power emanating from the heart. It makes you calm and happy. In fact at first it may even seem boring. So calm and easy. 

That's why sitting at home waiting for a "trip" doesn't work out so well. Its better to be out among the natural world. For me this is where a lot if the amazement happens. To understand the language of birds. Or the wind in the trees.  To see all the connections and grasp all the cosmic workings and influence on everything as a whole, on such a deep subtle level that something like the wind and trees have on everything. 

The consciousness of the natural world knows that you are there and with the amanita and it says so and is glad. All the colors more vivid. It can take you into past lives like flipping pages in a book. Make you know strangers as if you have been with them your whole life. Just from walking past them. 

You can understand and communicate things so profound it can dilate the pupils of a room full of people. You can talk with God. Become god. Judge yourself on whether you are a good god or need work.  

You can become 50 feet tall. You can pass out and be dead to the world like a ragdoll for 15 hours or just a couple. While you are inside aware. Or sleeping learning dreaming.  You can fall down and drop what you are carrying, pick it up... 50 times in a row. 

You can go through birth, death and rebirth as god , as yourself, as many others. You can go to hell, to heaven, or go back and watch the world form and fly above while civilizations rise, war, and fall. Live the lives of others in a flash. Jump in and out of the body or life of others. Live in past, present and future all at once. Meet divine beings. Learn great secrets. Nature teaches. It can be extreme bliss and profound revelation or it can be just chill and kinda boring. High high or not a lot. It depends on you. Acknowledge it as the conscious being it is and invite it with Love and respect to become part of you and show you it's secrets. It will return your Love.