Oregon Hot Springs

 Here's JUST the posts of the month of May. Today is Sunday, the 28th, 4:45pm.

AHHHHHH It's over an hour later and Im finally getting to this. I've been all over the board today. I hope you don't take all the stuff about me and rocks the wrong way. I'm not trying to do anything other than sling some odd trinkets around. There's no hidden agenda or anything. If it makes you feel uncomfortable you gotta let me know, and I'll stop. Mostly I'm a lot of talk and I will have conversation points from the blue minerals and can throw up some day dream sapphire thoughts with you and maybe grab some blue opal or something on my road trip this summer. Dig it up myself, but I want some too lol and If i can come up with a $2 piece of blue kyanite or $2 piece of blue calcite then it's not like, ugh... Wait, Hold on... <facepalm> I guess it does seem like i'm hitting on you, damnit! Now I can't see it any other way. FML This kind of sucks because I need to figure out how else it can be interpreted or it just wouldn't be fair. But, it's like almost everything i have been doing could be taken as me hitting on you, do you think that? I can't stress enough on how good it makes me feel if i can do something for you that makes you happy or brings a smile to your face. My motives were mostly selfish, or so I thought. I'm protesting. It's not fair but the only way I can proceed is to back off. I think going anymore in the direction i was steering would be stepping on toes. I don't want to do that and if you look at everything i've said and how its come out, it totally looks exactly like someone who is trying to get your pants off. I'm sorry for any confusion or frustration I may have already caused. And I think I can see how an outsider may view my actions and I cannot, in good faith, come off like that. It's embarrassing and frustrating, and my emotions are coming out in tears because I don't know how to process this. I'll be more careful, more mindful moving forward.

I just had a meltdown. I'm obviously tired. Apologetic. Some of the following may shed some light on the sources of my misunderstandings and how I became confused and all that. I'll share the Oregon stories on another day....  Here's a couple quotes from the article on right frontal lobe "Studies have shown that damage to the right frontal lobe can lead to difficulties with social cognition"....&... " understanding metaphorical language and interpreting intonation." ... & ..."damage to the right frontal lobe may have difficulty with theory of mind, which is the ability to understand the thoughts and intentions of others." and then the "right parietal lobe may play a role in empathy and social interaction." That's all right where I'm missing a chunk. FML

Briefly: Its the picture in the middle that I really like, although the other two are close runners up

Music, I love. Christina Perri, I sure did play the hell out of that song when it came out. It's worthy. The Ozzy song is from the Ordinary Man album I really like