Curiosity Killed the Cat

 Here's JUST the posts of the month of May. Today is Sunday, the 28th, 8:07am. I'm assuming this is going to be out of order as I haven't started the one before it, WA Hotsprings concluded 

I sit here alone, with nothing but free time, all by myself and no one to intrude upon anything that I want to do or not to do.I think I've pondered this before, and you can feel free to ignore my wonderings, or disregard them, but do tell me if it's rude of me to ask so that I can at least know where the boundary is that I overstepped. I mean no harm. I'm really just curious and you seem like you'd tell me if I was overstepping any boundaries or offended you in anyway or if it's just none of my business. But i really wouldn't want to offend you.

You said in the past that you like being at home because you're more comfortable there, and also said you have dogs to attend to. But you also said you like to screw off at the store because its your only time away. Which contrasts with Ian being a full time employee and not at the RV 24/7. It would seem that you have alone time when he's not there and you could have that time to yourself. Am I right or am I wrong? So, I'm curious about that.

So I'm also curious about your alone time. Two-fold, really. I'll say that I get lonely about 1/3 of the time. I desire contact, I guess not so much that I goto singles bars or visit chat rooms or online dating sites. I'm not bored. I've been bored in my life, but for the first time I'm lonely. At times, less than half the tie, and I'm not depressed.. Usually I find that If i can successfully fix my boredom then  i can successfully remove myself from paying attention to the feeling of being lonely. When I was was not single, I always had my mate I could rely on hearing her voice so that I never was lonely. So that's my second question. Are you lonely? Have you felt that way? If you did, what was the cure? or the process that led to the cure.

Now, the other part I'm a little more familiar with but it's a part of my curiosity. In a way, I've had this conversation with at least one other person in my past, but never have I been out of the blue and unprompted and unscripted about it. I seem to recall being told that downers take away one's sex drive. If that's the case then I would suspect you don't find yourself horny, or do you? If you don't, were there times in your life where you were maybe single and had the urge and were you one to self medicate as the case may be or grab the nearest one night stand? From what I've been told and i've experienced, women about your age are kinda like 18 year old boys as far as that is concerned... In their prime and wanting sex more than air lol So its kind of a two part curiosity. If because of your situation, you're not a frisky gal, were there times when you were and if so how did you choose to fix that. And if you do currently get those urges how do you tend to them now? Do you have toys, use your right hand man (with or without visual aids), rape your mate, or push them away? If you do solve the issue by yourself, is it utilitarian? do you just rub one out quickly and then go about your day or do you get into it? If I may be briefly graphic, do you require inside stimulation, orside or is it a progression or not matter? FWIW, depending on my mood, i'll do any combination of utilitarian get'r done or break out the candles and the favorite visual aids or toys or all of the above. I'm just wondering where and how you stand on all that.

Again, if I crossed into its none of your business territory, please let me know and try not to be offended by my curiosity. I meant no harm. FWIW I've known gals of all types from if its not with a person i won't do it to i'll rub one out driving in my car to its gotta be with candles in my tub with the shower massage head to everything in between. And again, fuck off is a perfectly acceptable answer.