In the Before Time

To recap: Here's an index to these pages of blabbering,

It really is ok. For the record I dropped some hints, 3, and it damn near brings tears to my eyes thinking that you would have gotten me a card, no one's done that since my mom was alive, that was 2015 or so and she was the only one that had gotten me any since 2009 or so. Damn its hard keeping it together thinking about my momma. Every once in a while, a few times a year maybe, those emotions creep up on me. Same with my kid's mom, my offspring Emily, not Curts kid, she was the one that got a way. I still talk to her. I miss her. Anyhow, enough of that; I gotta be happy, there was a time last year where I thought I wouldn't take it to this year (yea im a bit of a drama queen). It ws less of a thought I pissed you off thing (it was a. Little, I thought my rv offer was the irritation) and more of a hey where did ya go? That shit you do, I think its dangerous and I worry. I guess we both share in that worry thing a little cuz im no ball of safety string. hEY! For the record, it wouldn't be escape the vagina day, I miss those things, if I didnt think they'd kill me id be trying to work my way into one or two. Sadly though, unless I get really lucky and find someone trained or practiced in the lifestyle, I won't be doing none of that. A good spanking would be heavenly though. Teeheehee. I originally thought I'd want a steak today, the RAM is right behind me, now I'm not so are, I kinda spent that money, I bought a VPN. Just as good though,  I have tons of birthday food in the hizouse. Im not sure what I'd want, ive only ever gotten diner for so long its hard to think. Something cheesy, fun lighthearted, whimsical, goofy; a surprise, maybe teddy bear, I dunno....

Well, I guess the maybe hang went away, which is ok, tomorrow being  regular occurrence and next weekend is always on the horizon, id say not much to fret. soon though, our paths will cross again, thats a solid prediction. Regardless, i never did find out if you made it to Monica and saw the property in question. I think she said 2 acres, which even 5 isn’t really that much, but still, didja see it? I want to know from a third party whats up? Otherwise it’ll be another task i gotta coerce Monica into being available for lol.....

My pictures run across the tv when I’ve got music going and seeing this one particular one twice reminds me of a story, i’ll keep it not lengthy. i got away with two hit-n-runs. Both were strong enough to give someone a sore neck. The first one, it was at 7am and traffic blame stopped and i was late and rear ended a smaller car in my pickup. i immediately, went backroads toward and told my partner i had to wrap this up so i like removed my push bumper and added a bra, added lights from there to my roll bar that i had put on and swapped out my tailgate for a mesh one, i think i had the inside of the bed coated in bullhide liner as a favor from an ad partner i had in exchange for some ads, his only contract was boeing and the shit was awesome, way better than the popular shit but anyhow, i did all that in many cities far away from renton where i had the accident. thankfully, i never saw a cop, ever for that one. the second one , i just stated my truck in front of my suburban, i was at a different house, but the cops caught up wth me a week or so later and towed it and questioned me. i gave them some plausible deniability and i just had to pay to get my car out of impound. no charges ever filed, on that one i could have hurt someone. i was drunk, i would have hung hard on the noose. but i skirted somehow by the grace of god. it caught up kinda cuz later that year i got two DUIs. i haven’t been pulled over since then, that was 2009.