In the Before Time

To recap: Here's an index to these pages of blabbering,

Yea. I stayed around until it was 90% her nodding off, which is when I usually bail. Plus she made a comment that was biting  and I really wish she would have thought first. Well I never really had parents that have a shit so I've always tried to have really good friends around me and that's what I try to be, and I thought Monica and I had that but I'll settle for what it is and if I can give it I will, I've kinda got insulted of some things so I stay away from giving money because I don't want that hurt to go any further, I give when I can and when I think it'll do good, like then ten I gave you, I thought it would help you maybe get away with a little gas in your tank and get that space you need, it may have been the right idea but I just don't think it was the right time, but I'll keep doing what I can. I've been lucky in the ladies I've been with , a few of them anyway, have been able to reciprocate and that had been beautiful. I think while minds is where she's at I just need to maintain a slight distance. I wish I could do more, for the both of you, but I can only do so little out of what I think you both deserve, but I'll keep doing what I can.  And we'll talk more as time goes and I'll continue to help in little ways the way I want to be treated that's what I try to do. It sucks that you weren't left any gas money or bill money that really sucks. I don't really know what to say except the obvious and it hurts my soul that you're stuck like that, you deserve better! At least you deserve more consideration.