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How to be cool:

A) Make the sunglasses face

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On about oh maybe 5/7 or 5/8. Here's the index.

I had an enlightening evening.

On another note, I've got so many tabs open I'm learning how to  use tab groups.

OK. Enlightening evening. I did 300mg of DXM at 2:30am. I was almost down by 9 and now its 2:30 and I'm still almost down, sleep would have expedited the process but what the fuck i got carried away with what i was doing which happened to be filling out a small job application, I took a picture scan it in and opened it on my laptop and filled it in using the built in tools on my Mac. It took a while to gather the contact information and stuff and figure out how to fill out a scanned pdf electronically, it was too tiny on my iPhone so, the laptop had to do the heavy listing, google provided the phone numbers that i didn't have, ha, they'll get my ex wife as a reference. Fuckiing funny shit right there. That'll make her laugh out loud and piss her off at the same time. My daughter will get an immediate call, I'm sure.

How in the hell do you deal with a fist sized bumble bee in your room when you're still on 300mg of psychedelics? You certainly cant run out of the room, can you? Fuck that was scary and real.

So I did the equivalent of a low second plateau trip. I needed that. The last two times I had done it were such mind blowing splatter your brains sort of experiences i was kinda fretting over it. It took a fuck load long of a time to hit, about 75 minutes, it came on kinda fast i got high enough but didn't get high enough, the weirdness was just outside of my grasp but it was perfect confidence builder. I kept all my faculties, i tripped the fuck out on language and AI. That chatgpt was amazing. It almost had me talked into submitting my dna to get my family history. and it helped me out with the language dilemma i was and still am having to some degree. the way it boils things down is amazing, and totally useful. Im now hopelessly hooked. It's going to replace google. For me anyway. I'm simply amazed. I had it refine my article and its crazy nifty.

OKAY, BACK TO DXM. I went to the bottom of the second plateau. I need to go to the top to ascertain if we want to start there with the poor man's ibogaine or not. The issue im having is the opper dosages can be quite disorientating.  And for that reason it may be best to stair step the way there but time may be limited so this summer we probably will only have this one time to do it, desite me desiring to do it quite often. I'll probably go at it alone a bit. Anyway Im going to make certain to do it once more at the ridge well i'm going to push for a  2/3 threshold but probably settle closer to 18 tabs which is squarely in the middle of 2, which sounds about right . i think it was a 2/3 threshold that warped me sideways last time but i swear i was going for 25 but ended up doing 18 or 21, we'll see. plus i've got to be a chaperone at whatever dose gets done so i'll want to keep that in mind. if we both dose and its your first time then  there's no turning back its practically impossible to drive, wel its unsafe let's just say that. if we go out in nature then we are just gonna have to deal with it. while lsd and shrooms are great to do outside this one isn't necessarily that way or not. i prefer inside just because i can hook up electronically and to be honest i've never done  outside robo. i did one mid level one trip but that's about it. s o this  will be neat for me. walking is kinda fucked so it'll be interesting. we'll be fine as long as we have some food that's safe and put away. food and water is important

Briefly:

I put up a bunch of art down below. I really dig them all. I've only submitted some, and no one or not many others agree with my love of the images. Ive come to terms with this aspect of the things I create. I just like different things than most people. my taste is eclectic. And i should be proud of that, rather than others dont see it the same way.

I put up a range of videos, starting with The Gits. Mia Zapata the singer, was murdered one night. She was arguably just as grunge as Nirvana, who really wasn't as grunge as Mudhoney, and all of them owe their sound to Greg Sage, of The Wipers, whom I'll play the next time. Then Anouk, fuck I love Anouk. She's the Alanis Morisette of the rest of the world. Then The Dollyrots, Oh my gosh, such groovy music, I like this one as much as I' Awesome which Ive played before and if not, its linked in the music. Then Puya, I love these guys. A lot of the music is a salsa driven metal. Good shit.