Mirrored Drive-up Window

How to be cool:

A) Make the sunglasses face

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I had an enlightening evening the other night. Good times. I think I'll do it again this coming weekend. Probably before you read this message. :-P

On another note.  You're in my phone, on the short list. I've got to make a will. I'll probably post it here. But I'll need you to see that my sister gets it. Or my kid. They're on my Facebook. My sister's on the short list. So is my buddy MIke and John. I'll have to put my Auntie on there, but who knows. Maybe I'll place a list somewhere. Certainly I'll need a way for people to get access to what little I have left. If you can get to my bongs and remove them then do that. If you cannot, don't worry. I don't think that type of thing is that important. I'm watching a documentary on death. I guess maybe I shouldn't talk. The only thing that's really going to be on my will is that my wake shall not be a funeral. It shall be a celebration. I know that what's after is good, its happy, I have no anxiety about it. MY life has been great so far, not without struggles, but we can all say that. No one should be sad. Jealous yes, sad no. Disappointed they didn't spend enough time with me, hahah, maybe.

Hey! Have you watched Big Mouth yet? Its on Netflix. You gotta watch it. It's hilarious. Here is the link again.

Good times. I went online and read some more forums and BBS user postings (erowid and dextroverse and others) and DXM trips and what people have done with it self therapeutically and indeed there were some that used it to kick drugs and it verifiably has the effect, man after because it's so cool i think you just don't want to do them. Much reported is that it has an anti smoking effect and I can attest to that. If that's going to be a strong reason behind its use then I'll wanna stay a little behind so that  I can still think well enough to be a guide, but if it's not high on the list then so be it, i'll jump in just as far. It's a lot of fun.

Well I don't think I'll be taking that job, I'll have to double check with the managers here because while they dont one for one take away my cash they do take it away, i get a $85 deduction then they take any earnings over that and remove $1 for every $2. So in the case of $20 being monthly that's $185 after the deduction and about $78 they'd take away from me. and  I guess If i could get some guanaee that i wouldn't have to work and I almost did then i dunno it's worth it cuz Id still go up by $190 for doing nothing but being on call.

I downloaded a book, so I'm gunna go read right after I burn one. I watched two documentaries on consciousness and death last night so its been on my mind nad now hat I have a complete book I can read other than scholarly papers i'm going to get at it. Even though I know I should be working on the site. If I could get Llloydii back online (I've seen him pop up but he's not answering my messages) and get him involved it would benefit both of us greatly and I know he needs the cash, he always needs the cash and plus I just wanna go shroom hunting, probably spring lake outside of kent or something in the greenwater area and get a hunk of dmt off of him again. BUt he's being a  shit. which sucks. we used to be such good friends we could totally rely on each other for everything and trust was there but he kinda took away the trust and i think that's part of why he stays distant, but I'd let that slide just to have my shroom hunting partner in crime back again. I'll keep trying.

Briefly:

I put up a bunch of art down below. I really dig them all. Of course. I did sort of hatch them. I'm learning how to better position my words and emphasize my adjectives well enough so that I'm starting to get more that are closer to what I want. The left most eruption is one such example, along with the other one on the outside. i removed a whole row, so that there's less of each, the blue insanity of your mind one is a favorite and the bust with an exploding face is a close second, the two in the middle being runners ups.

MUsically I put up some Greg Sage with his band, The Wipers from the early 80s, really its the precursor to grunge , being that it had that sound and nirvana even covered one of their songs, I wasn't living up here at the time but i was listening to it. I'll have to put up Window shop for love soon, I made a  note down in the song listings. I get further away from posting all the videos rememberings one s that aren't  on there , lol. Otep I really dig my angry lesbian metal music. This one isn't necessarily my favorite but it's up there.  Classic Dead Kennedys is up next, terminal preppie is up there, i prolly have half a dozen more that I could cite, winnebago warrior lol but this one is good, classic. Then Kyuss, what can i say they took grunge and went all black sabbath on it while kicking the heaviness so far it's underground. these guys went on to become queens of the stone and and then the whole genre kind of fizzled but brant bjork and a  few others managed to keep it limping along, that arizona new mexico stoner sludge metal, high desert metal sound you know it when you hear it that's for sure and this song and green machine soon dominated my apartment in 1992/3. I even got a letter one day from my then girlfriend but the letter was in 2018 saying on how she recalls that whole year as being these two songs at beyond nuclear levels (along with some white zombie) and  it really warmed my heart. I was known as the pillar with the big thumb back then and thumb and under my lighter those lines represented a bud being under your thumb and being lit and that was me, with the pillar referring to my place in the gang that i helped create and apparently by their nomenclature i was holding it together, definitely keeping everyone well stoned and fried on acid out of their minds. I was the main supplier of each for that town in pullman of 18,000 college kids, two people around me went to jail and they finally got me but fucked up the warrant and i eventually won the appeal at the state level. in the law books for that one. i found y case while in jail but looked for a  couple days and couldn't find it. i even emailed some librarians at the legal libraries  online and couldn't find it i did everything but email my ACLU rep that won the case, which is my next step, to get the case number so I could have it for my archives because without my win or overturning that charge you could anonymously call in that solea was raping children in her basement "anonymously" and have them raid your house with search warrants and find nothing yet upturn your life, which is what happened to me. i found the bitch that did it and made her stand up in court,she testified that I was the BMOC which she said was Big Man on Campus. I kinda smiled at that, it's in the law books now. anyway the ACLU took up the case and won the supreme court appeal for me. I only did two days in jail which was nice. I'll have to spend some more time searching for the reference and if I can't find it then email Dawn Reynolds, who is now a private attorney after being VP of the ACLU and get that info. It's one of two things which makes mylegacy. The other is that crystal i created and discovered