Lossfer...

No recap: Here's an index to these soliloquies.

Forward momentum: 5/4 6pm-10pm

I think. I certainly do. I think this is the youngest photo i have of myself. This one is the second youngest. Well i have one more that's close. Moving right along, here is One page and another of my puppies. On the first linked page of puppies is perhaps the three most cherished photos of Kohlman, my 118lb pitbull/doberman cross. Also is my most favorite photo of Burtha Mae, we saved her from a man that was beating her. (It was my adopted cousin actually, Rob, and I miss him probably more than anyone, at least as much cuz the best of my friends died the youngest, starting with DBone, who was murdered by an indian tribe chick out near Arcada, uphill, in the mountains, Monica knows the tribe, i forget, like Hoopla or something). He died from alcohol. He was in the midst of a detox, in a  threesome actually, but his wife wasn't involved, grr, and he had kids, double grr. But anyway, in the midst of that he had a heart attack. (Ya gotta figure that's gunna be pretty hard on the other two people in the bed, way too spooky, i don't think i would handle that very well. I mean imagine someone dying on you, or in you.... oh no bueno) You know how your heart gets beating quickly during detox, well that and the excitement of sex was too much and it just quit. but yea I miss him a lot. i still talk to him though, although not as much as i should.) She was so smart, just amazingly so. I mean Kohlman Loo was smart but his smarts was overshadowed by his extreme loyalty. and Nikeedah Roo wasn't as smart as she was empathic. She could read me better than I could read me. Whenever a conversation over the phone would start to get anywhere that was risky or could cause an argument, with my exwife, Nik would come and sit on my foot, mind you this is a 115lb pit bull mastiff cross, and she would not leave until i looked at her directly in the eyes and she would lick my face and then she would leave.

I can totally tell you haven't read some of the messages because of the things I've said you won't let fly without at least a comment or two, so i guess that's all in my favor. The one  I penned this morning about Monica that I also pasted into a  text was probably about the only important one, if there was such a thing. And plus, the fact that you haven't read some of them gives me a chance to go back through and correct any glaring errors and hyperlink up some of the words.

Hey! Have you watched Big Mouth yet? Its on Netflix. You gotta watch it. It's hilarious. Here is the link again.

Below is some of my AI that's current, now including the frog inspired madness that came outta nowhere (I think the dirt bike frog, chopper frog or frogmobile is my favorite, it's hard to pick), but the first three were all stemming from the term Eldritch Madness. Then the videos, well i reposted the first one cuz i thought you may find it fitting, and the second maybe fits as well but that's just a favorite song of mine, then the other blacked out one is also by Betty Blowtorch like the first, also fitting I thought but maybe I'm reading too much into it all, I just tried to put myself in your shoes and asked what music would i listen to and its those songs and probably that whole album, Got Your Six that I posted yesterday, it now even has embedded videos. And we're at The Donnas for the final video in my attempt to embed all the ones from that list that's down below at the bottom. I should say last but not least, because I really like The Donnas, as much as i really like Betty Blowtorch.

Okay, well I'll quit for now. Enjoy the everything, i think I'm gunna watch Thelma and Louise (Yea it hasn't happened yet and its 3:30am). I spent a long time fucking with idexia vs idyslexic, and since i couldn't decide i left them both in HERE. And I spent a shitton of time switch browsers to watch netflix, all for no gain, netflix supports my browser but google doesn't, its too old so its a weird conundrum cluster fuck