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It was great talking to you. I’ll take a look at your promotional materials after a bit, but first I’ll communicate. I wont attempt to curb my thoughts but I will put some effort into leaping them organized. My current contact information is Kris Murray, 8200 Quinault Dr NE #411, Lacey, WA 98516. 253-374-6500 iPhone. 253-353-2389 GVoice. 360-972-1706 Android. In order of preference. Email is good. Krismurray@gmail.com is ancient, tested and well used. Amandacrammittin@icloud.com & Amandacrammittin@gmail.com is more current. Kris@bukufungi.com is current as is https://www.bukufungi.com to see what Im working on. Addressit2kris@icloud.com is a good alternative as well.

"Risk and survive.  Stall and die.  Jump and rise.  Fail and learn.  Defeat your insecurities.  The unknown is not comfortable.  Nothing is missing.  Creativity is the sheer and pure manifestation of intelligence mixed with a high dose of imagination.  Be inventive when facing delicate requests, unmanageable deadlines and unreasonable expectations.  Learn to do with what you don't have and pretend you can." ~Carole Guevin, PixelTable

Contacts

I’ll reach out to them as well. I doubt they’ll call you prior to you calling them, but i’ll lay the ground work and inform them of the tools and of the ideas and of you. 

Youtubes of interest

• <https://youtu.be/5NStBAyZ20g> How the brain invents itself, Professor Anil Seth (anything by THIS guy)

• <https://youtu.be/iAfjsktMXu8> Donald Huffman is good as well.

• slightly askew but good as well is Paul, he’s a local guy <https://youtu.be/z64gho0yL3k>

• okay, side tracked can be sidelined now

Contacts. 

Pullman, College, a musician, record producer, my roommate, you met him. Peter Reilly. 347-981-8608. <https://www.facebook.com/crazywisdom/about> i’ll tell him to call. lives in Miami

Local to me, lawyer headhunter, used to be top insurance sales. tom Cooke. tcookepro@gmail.com, i’ll get him the info and he may actually call, do call him after waiting period. 360-556-7903, (509) 906-3734, he likes to talk, sole employee is himself though, but he knows people lots of them and sells lawyers for a living now, has clients in Miami

David Jett, jettlines@aol.com, cannabis warehouse owner salesman as well, was my partner in publishing, he’ll step over dollars to pick up dimes, (206) 818-5054, i’ll tell him to call via message i don’t really want to talk with him

Andrew Higgins, cannabis delivery owner at one point 10mil a month, idk now,  he’ skip traceable, from Australia, son stormy Higgins, wife sara, but can’t find him, used to live in Naches, WA. and or Selah, WA

lihihousing.org, josh.castle@lihi.org & josh.castle@lihi.org, is mgr, (206) 334-0508 & (206) 945-2201, josh and john are who I spoke with, they’re  busy fellas I think they're well off but I don’t know how they’d respond, non profit, the lihi is.

the house cleaning self employed i know are a sole person deal, but Solea, maybe interested in cold calls, i’ll pass along the info

my money is on tom Cooke, not as a business owner but as a person with connections and can talk

The more that I think about it, the more I dig, I realize my contact information has fallen off somewhere probably replaced by Facebook, so, my college associates can be found and possibly farmed from there, I’m not a talkative guy, I’m not going to farm my contacts to cold call thats just not me, nor am I interested in it becoming me.

your information seems to be erc.bottomlinesavings.com/seek1st its light on information, i mean i get it but all that exists is the see if you qualify. Just like you said.

Winnebago, itasca suncruiser 35c, 1999 with 23,000 miles on it. I’m seeing that 6-8mpg is a general guide to the mpg. from here to Dallas is 3300 miles, quick math says its over $2000 in gas to drive there, every other mode of transportation  less expensive. rail, trail, boat,air, hitchhiking. my van has some engine oil leak issues so it's not suited for that, it’d probably do it, but it may be the last thing it does. the rv isn’t a small ones practically the biggest one they have. it was pushing 150k new, i picked it up for less than a tenth of that, but like i said i can’t find a place thats affordable that will take me, barely any places are $500 and on $914 a month thats pushing the limits of my affordability. then if they are cheap enough i can’t pass the background check or my rv is too old or I’m not old enough, and i don’t make 3x the $500 and no one will cosign. i have an option that may eventually work out for $200 in Idaho, Tensed, Idaho, for a house, his tenant friend hasn’t paid rent this year or last year, but it's his buddy and he doesn’t want to kick him out even though Idaho is very landlord friendly and the process is quick. I have another option thats in near eugene, Oregon, for $400 plus utilities but the hippy there gets headaches from cell phones and wifi miles away, so I dunno about that, I’m probably going to interview next month anyway, just to say I did. My path here where I’m at is literally the best option for me. I’m already accepted into the program which doesn’t start until July, and they can get me into my own apartment for 1/3 my income in a few months of that starting, so thats by late summer. i haven’t paid rent since getting out of jail in November 2020, and i haven’t been on the streets either. id be left with $600 a month to pay my cellphone and credit card (I’m once again trying to build credit) i only have a $75 a month rv storage bill on top of that and food is paid via food stamps and food bank, quite easily.

i don’t need much, i don’t do much. i do like to hunt mushrooms and that season is just starting but I’m also lazy and tend to go to the sure things rather than exploring for new. when this rain finishes here in a day and it stays warm there’ll be a lot popping up, i can easily hop to a couple places this time of year and pick up a meal. speaking of which when the program starts here ill get one meal a day for free. but yeah mushrooms, it's the amanitas that I’m after. amanita muscaria (fly agaric) and amanita pantherina is where the money is at and thats almost easier to find.muscaria is the Mario mushroom, the Santa red and white mushroom, soma of old, it's a pain reliever, legal except in Louisiana, easy to spot, loves urban areas, treats pain, a huge antioxidant, it's a GABA agonist, so it acts like an inebriant like alcohol or valium but its also got hallucinogenic properties that more closely resemble dreaming where it draws from your memory using mnemonic devices rather than lsd which shows geometric patterns, if you're lucky. 

Here's my section on Amanitas. The website is far from done but some basic info is there, prolly more than you care to read, and most important people want them and i have access to a Facebook group with 25,000 members who love them plus other groups, should i keep a mailing list it’ll be easy to sell as much as i can pick. plus i’ll eventually self publish a book and i also give guided tours, i don’t expect much from anything but the sales and the website is mostly for kicks and to occupy my time, the sales are thru the group. i did put up a section of my photography and one just for mushrooms The site has got a lot of info on it. I’ve been working on it since early march i think. i figure I’m at the halfway done point now, it's pushing the 300 page mark. my pages are mostly created now its just s matter of style and flushing them with content and descriptions, i want to add gps and other details for where i give away localities, but i want that behind a paywall, that’l prollly be the last thin i tackle, right now I’ve got to focus more on collecting while the season is here. but as i said i can’t really have money, the government will just start thinking i don’t need their money and by all means i want that, it maybe small but its guaranteed and consistent, plus i don’t have that much longer anyway. my heart is operating at 15% of what it should be, the heart of an 80 year old man they say.

Okay, i’ll finish this soon, I promise, I keep getting sidetracked. But I’m almost done.

"The mind's ability to fool itself knows almost no boundaries. But eventually the lucky among us come to our senses; the smoke fades and we see things for how they really are. Whether by words of wisdom, or the flicker of a flashlight, we muddle through the fog, along the long and winding road we're meant to travel. However baffling, we learn to trust the path, or at least stay on it, and having no earthly clue where it's headed at least we'll never be lost, at least not for long"

Okay. It's not that I can’t use money, or don’t want any, its just that I don’t need any. Like i said, hookers aren't of any use, at least not the general $300 an hour kind, I’m sure somewhere there are the specialty that i would want available but id go broke even if i could afford them, Ive thought about it. a female domme , but anyway, and the doctors tell me that my life expectancy will be cut shorter than short if i use drugs, not that i really listen to that because what the hell, I’m here, I’m alone and i like drugs. they didn’t kill me the first time, I’m sure they ill the next time, but meh, it's my decision. i like my DMT, like my cathinones, like my methyl and dimethyl amphetamines too. an and I’m convinced that consciousness is something we tune into not something we individually create, I’ve been through the white light and its something to look forward to not anything to be afraid of. dmt takes and shuts down your default mode network in your brain. the reason why we only use a fraction of our brain is because it makes tons of shortcuts, its designed to show you what you need to see and feel in order to win not to be the most accurate, thats too much work, it feeds us 0.1% of reality and we call it real when in fact we could each, you and i, be experiencing the opposite ends of life and reality and with be right but each experiencing different versions of realities that totally conflict with each other while in the same room at the same time and both be right and their be room for umpteen more realities equally as disturbing and contrasting and all be true, thats just math, anyway the network of your brain that is responsible for deciding which subset of reality to show you is the default mode network, and what DMT does is shut off the electricity to that area )those areas) so you experience a larger variety of whats out there and sometimes nothing of what you see soberly. dmt is made in the human body, its three reactions after tryptophan and two from melatonin and one after serotonin and one before psilocybin. we all make it and its what the brain uses to paint this thing we call reality,what we see, because unman only radiation is hitting us, not shapes or colors, you eyes get radiation and paint a prediction of what is about to happen and averages and corrects its mistakes with your recall and what you actually get to see and lies to you about what happened all to make you happy enough to get it some more dopamine, food and pussy. this is factual. there’s no free will either. your chosen action are all based upon desires and you choose to laugh at this sentence like 7/10 of a  second after your brain  has already decided thats what you’re going to do but you think you're deciding it no your likes desires wants and expectations decided it and you brain painted that picture just for you, using dmt, you hallucinate your reality based upon learned shortcuts. anil seth goes into this, i put the link up in the first sot where i put youtube links. so when you die and when you dream is also when you’re getting gobs of dmt in your brain, the death one is of particular interest because most people goto the same place, even when they dint know others had been there, they describe the same beings same experiences as those who almost die. dmt is flooding your brain. endogenous dmt. made in your lungs and stomach or maybe thats dopamine, argh, anyway, death is shared experience, you’re there with others, you’re a part of them and them of you but you’re also yourself, you’re conscious but your body is dead. when i went to Peru, i did ayahuasca with shamans who have had this recipe and their use of this dmt brew goes back 5000 years, thats longer than europeans have documented use of alcohol. they call it the little death. i can’t sing in tune, i don know music theory, my voice sucks and i also don’t know the amazonian native jungle river language yet here i was so high i can’t see my hands, eyes open or closed the same thing, in the stars, and i was singing in tunes in another language, not Spanish inn sync with a man who was also singing this song except he had never sang it before, he was making the lyrics up as hewn and i was not behind him but in sync, in tune, in a foreign language. i can speak Spanish, they don’t speak Spanish. fucking Peruvian Spanish sucks anyway, but the only explanation i can come up with is that we were both on the same channel, receiving the same subset of consciousness, receiving it, he wasn’t sending it and if he was it still doesn’t explain my real time singing experience. if i was copying him i would be a note off ora verse but he was making up a complex song without  chorus, an ichiro, on the fly, and i was keeping up. hell i dunno, you explain it another way that makes sense. anyway,my point is that consciousness is something we experience, that we take in, no something our body creates. read up on modern consciousness theory, anything in the last 2 years, I’m sure it can be explained a million times better than i just did or tried to do.

Here’s the AI I play with <https://deepdreamgenerator.com/>

Im gonna have to think of ways i can be of more help in your quest. i’ll see if i can find my old database from my publishing days, you could ransack that, its 20 years old now, and we weren’t exactly known for keeping great notes but some were kept, if you think it would help i can probably find it and pass it along, i don’t recall seeing it, I’ve only got a small percentage of my data that i had accumulated during that era, which is a shame. but theres an untapped market for that area, i just don’t know it, and it seems theres only 700 days left to take advantage of it. id say tom Cooke is your best bet, he knows how to talk, but he doesn’t listen that well, i dunno, but his rolodex seems to be full.i dunno. i’ll try to send this but i think it’ll have to be an attachment, but the easiest for me would just be to post it to a random url thats unlisted, but i’ll see if it will text. until next time… ciao (oh and hey ill clarify or expand uno anything just say so or ask, not a problem)