Ameliorate

To recap: Here's an index to these pages of blabbering, Here's the original post and then its successor and then this page from 4/26 and were at THIS PAGE most recently. Its probably easiest to goto the Index and just start from there. Its uncharted territory now

To pontificate and ameliorate 

I truly had a good day. You're good people. You've got moxie. Thats a rarity. I believe you can do whatever you set your mind to, and i mean that not just in words of encouragement. You got something else. A sense of spirit. soul.  i can see it. Well I can't see it as much as i sense it.  I see it with my eyes closed. You may truly be in a rough spot, but you'll pull though. scar tissue is stronger than regular tissue. realize this and know you're becoming tough, and that's got an attraction dimension all of its own. Things are going to change for you, some of it will be unexpected, some you'll work for while some will be drastic and slow, while some will happen almost instantly. You'll look back and be amazed at your path. I saw this today. I saw a lot today. Some of it was familiar, some eye opening. Nothing frightening. My first dmt trip, everything changed, colored, danced, melted but you became larger and more vibrant. More real, contrasting against the cartoons happening all around. That was a foreshadowing event i think. This is the first time I've had the foreshadowing not be about me, so i was taken aback at seeing your life being cast, not my own, i didn't know it did that. 

If you can find your way via bus or whatnot to here i can get you home with a free phone. its already got google voice attached to it, you can change the number or use it, but the main assurance wireless number has to stay the same. 360-972-1706. The VOIP google voice number is 360-474-7878. its got meager data, but its got it and unlimited texting and phone calling. its an android, a cheap one, it uses  a C charger. it works.

What else. The logo i ran through the AI is below.

Way below is a color coded music list. Red with yellow back is ukulele metal and plain red is mike patton, purple is AAA, green is AA, black is A.

While you were on the phone, i told the AI "DMT visions from the riverbank" it showed me the psychedelia you see above your logo, in the identically titled drop down. Coincidentally before the actual dmt was found to be foreshadowing you. coincidence? random? neither.

It's late.  I need sleep. one of these days i'll introduce you to SWIM's dilemma. Not now though. It would be premature. and I'm tired kinda, but i feel this message has run its course for now, i just had to get it out though. Ciao